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Cursive on Halloween [27 Oct 2006|02:40pm]
So I'm going to see Cursive on Halloween in Tempe.
Anyone else going too?
I was going to dress up in my pirate costume.
I hoped I wouldn't be the only one dressed up.
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busy [01 Jun 2006|04:14am]
i keep forgetting to write. though occasionally, things occur to me that i should write about.
i got lasik done two weeks ago today. i can sorta see normally now. it's expected to be another 2-4 weeks before my vision is stabilized.
i'm listening to low level owl and it's kinda bothering me how much it reminds me of phil. not bothersome enough to change it though.
i'm still single.
working at fox and hound and the marina. averaging three hundred a shift at the latter and one hundred a shift at the former. really sick of the former and all of the lazy, complaining bitches i work with there.
saw x-men three. disappointed. too much plot and not enough character development. and I don't care what anyone says, Rogue is an idiot. if only she had held out, she woulda gained the ability to fly. i think i'd give up sex forever in order to fly. maybe i'm odd though.
i have an 30gb ipod video now that was purchased with a portion of the grand i made this weekend. i'm getting this expensive accessory installed by honda so i can listen to it with cd quality in my car and still be able to utilize my 6 disk changer and my steering wheel controls. it's worth the price for me. practically anything is better than the constant fear of your cds being stolen out of your car.
speaking of my car, it is damaged. i hit a dog with it a few weeks ago while driving my friend jake home. the bastard ran right out in front of me on bell road and then just stopped. i guess i only clipped it, because it lived (at least long enough to run out in front of my car again when i turned around to see if it was ok) though it did a number on my front fender.
i had to drop a class this semester because i am a lazy slacker. i barely pulled c pluses in my other classes. what's my fucking problem?
i have so many pictures that i have yet to do anything with. almost 7 months worth. soon i will get them all printed. at least money is not an issue for me at the moment.
i ate alaskan king crab and alligator both for the first time yesterday. i am thoroughly enjoying the literal fruits of the adventure i've undertaken of eating as many different kinds of animals as possible. i occasionally find myself looking at certain creatures and wondering how they taste, and where i can get some. perhaps its barbaric. though how many people can honestly tell you what raw sea urchin or alligator or snail or raw quail egg tastes like? i can. i'll take that claim to fame, however obscure or bizarre it may be.
i'm finally using my Pure Fitness membership, meaning: i'm going more than once a week. i paid a trainer to tell me what to do and what to eat and it seems to be working so far. though the diet is just about the most bland thing ever. especially considering my new adventurous taste buds, it is a little hard to accommodate. there is only so many peanut butter sandwiches and sliced cucumber one can eat. i dream of foie gras.
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...on complex carbohydrates and minerals. [18 Apr 2006|03:36pm]
i am sick of iron and alcohol.
for a while there, it seemed as if i could never get enough of either.
and now i've finally overdone it.
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remax yealbum [06 Apr 2006|04:16am]
David Turner is a flake
i am a first class first mate with ambitions towards apprentice captain
don't know why i'm still up
Matt Trojan is the boy who cried wolf
have to go to the vagina doctor tomorrow. irregular pap schmear. like einstein's. but bad on bagels.
tara is better off without kevin
i have to drop a class tomorrow
i cant seem to keep any money around me lately
sugary cereals are gross to me. even life. barf.
i hate weekends.
ember and tim are fun
care bear kites are $2 at walmart. today was too windy to break her in
cars/ships/bikes/kites=girls (basically, any vessel of fun is a she)
playing basketball makes me have to poop
i have a headache.
my spoon is too big.
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[29 Mar 2006|08:34pm]
"I celebrate myself, and sing myself
And what I assume you shall assume
For every atom belonging to me as good belongs to you"
Song of Myself~Walt Whitman


just from my school readings, i am forming an idea about why Dana likes Leaves of Grass so much. it's pretty fucking good.
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...can i just say something? [16 Mar 2006|09:40pm]
i absolutely love the fact that we are all growing up.
it's cool enough to feel the change within yourself, but to watch it occur in those around you as well.
we will all turn out just fine.
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marty just showed this to me. [01 Mar 2006|03:28pm]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | Ted's Pants ]

http://youtube.com/watch?v=ie63rU0kkA4

fucking brilliant.

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[10 Feb 2006|03:33am]
amazing:
my new dell laptop
seeing my brother's band tonight
seeing a million cool people at the show
going to cheers where kris gale was happily waiting to be hung out with

not-so-amazing:
my douchey boyfriend
being broke

that's about all the energy i care to expend on livejournal currently.
catch you on myspace, bitches.
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Why do the good girls always want the bad boys? [30 Jan 2006|03:54am]
i had a life before you,
i'll have a life after you,
the question is, can i have a life with you?
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[19 Jan 2006|01:57am]
[ mood | swooning ]

i just uploaded all the pictures in my camera dating as far back as november.
i had so much fun this winter break, it's terribly tragic that school had to start again.
i'm completely smitten, and i've made a ton of new friends.
everything seems to be coming up dani lately. let's hope it lasts.
i cannot wait to share these photos with everyone.

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[28 Dec 2005|02:50pm]
So what's going on for New Years?
Does anyone know of any parties?
Is anyone willing to host a party at their house (i'll help with planning/cleaning/purchasing whatever is necessary)?
This is my first New Years Eve off since the eve of 02 and I want to have a little fun. :)
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ad nauseam [27 Dec 2005|02:41am]
nausea:
the way I go home feeling every night. slightly nauseaous...almost to the point of puking...but not quite there.... Drunk enough to make myself a drunken feast. Drunk enough to realize i'm spending another pitiful night alone.
the feeling i get when i realize my friends have succumbed to a life of meaningless work. i am judgemental. i prefer to associate myself with people whom are making something of themselves than people whom have succumbed to a lfe of mediocrity. ironic considering my life is looking to be pretty mediocre.
the realization that i am fat and very likely unattractive to the opposite sex. i will never have an attractive boyfriend=i will never have a boyfriend. grossed out by how large i am. a tiny head floating on an unusually large torso. gross.
i will never graduate college or be able to move out of my mothers house. what a fucking loser. what do you want to do with that English degree? no clue. getting out of the fucking country is my only major concern.
that's it.
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[25 Dec 2005|02:35am]
merry fucking christmas, and shit, i guess.

what a shitty, shitty year.
cant wait for it to end.
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the early bird gets the worm... [17 Dec 2005|02:50am]
It's official. Coachella 2006 is set for April 29th & 30th, 2006.

Hotel: Cambridge Inn
Address: 1277 S. Palm Canyon
Palm Springs, CA 92264
Check in: Friday, Apr 28, 2006
Check out: Monday, May 1, 2006
Room type: Two Queen Beds-Leisure
Rooms: 1 room
Adults: 2 adults
Children: 0 children
Smoking?: No preference

Guest Information

Name: Danielle Welker
Email: Delerium2@yahoo.com
Phone number: 623-680-9393
Alternative phone: 602-595-2357


Rate Information

Daily average: $59.00
Length of stay: 3 nights
Number of rooms: 1 room
Subtotal: $177.00
Fees: * $23.22
Total Price: $200.22


done and done my friends. '04 style up in here with the uber-discounted hotel rates. best thing, i can cancel the reservations (free!) if the line-up this year sucks. which it very likely might. hah.
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does anyone else feel this way about a particular food/drink? [11 Dec 2005|01:25am]
[ mood | hungry ]

i only ever want to eat pho. every day i want to go to the little vietnamese/korean restaraunt convieniently positioned midway between my school and my house and get it. such an intense soup. you build it to suit your tastes, then it requires two hands to eat *one for the spoon, one for the chopsticks*. truly an experience.
i must have been vietnamese in another lifetime.

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a trend that I've been noticing: [10 Dec 2005|04:13am]
What's up Dani? Just got home and it's susper sleepy time but I wanted to take care of this first. Listen, I'm sorry for sending you that first message. Seriously. It's probably quite strange getting a message from me out of nowhere. I sure must be some crazy son of a bitch. Don't take this message in the wrong way please. I was just wanting to see what was going on with you these days. Personally I woud like to know what's been going on with you as people do. I can understand if you don't want to talk to me. I'm sure you've heard enough bad things about me "in the old days" from just about everyone. Some of it is true yeah and some of it well, not really at all. Karma's a bitch because probably the two coolest girls I used to talk to I haven't in years and hell, I may not even be able to these days. You were probably better off. Your parents didn't have to deal with the high school drop out coming over with no job ;P If you don't want to talk with me that's cool just tell me and I'll be out of your hair. I just wanted to at least try. Take this as you will. It will probably sound one way more than the other for you. Text is horrible. It has to make this message seem super scary! I really didn't find your page on purpose! F'it I'm sending this now. I must sleep.

- the creepy glendale area asshole,
Evan


I guess this was an inevitability, given my extreme bouts of nostalgia. I was hoping to run into you when I was in Phx back in August, but alas. I guess you saw Matt about a week later. And no, I'm not the same greasy Travis, though I certainly was then.

So, in short: went to St. Louis for school, got married, got divorced, moved to Michigan, got a cat. You?

I hope you're well. Give me the scoop.
~Travis


so all of these ex-boyfriends have been trying to get ahold of me lately. phil included. travis goes way back to 8th grade/frosh years and Evan to sophmore/junior years.
all of these boys dumped me. and now they are trying to regain contact. there's the re-curring trend. i'm the bitter type of person that holds a grudge. i hate myself for it, yet cannot help it. a few other ex's from earlier years have tried to maintain contact with me through myspace. pathetic, yes? of course i remind them of what douche's they were to me while we were together before i blow them off.
and i do blow them off. in the rudest ways possible. perhaps that is not very mature, yet it is ever so satisfactory to have your expectations come to fruition. to know you are right. because every guy that has ever blown me off has come crawling back, eventually. which, while it hurts, is also redeeming because you know you weren't totally crazy or at fault when it happened.
i'm not making any sense. i'm kinda drunk.
people are too nostalgic. just let me alone. it's (definatately) for the best that we didn't end up together, and frankly I do not care about you anymore, no matter how many feelings of guilt you harbor, or if you just wanted to "catch up". besides, i'd rather you wallow in your loss. who wouldn't? fuck off. that's all i have to say.
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yeah, i'm in love with an android [21 Nov 2005|03:12pm]
[ music | say hi to your mom~ferocious mopes ]

lately.
been busy with school 4 days a week and work 4 days a week. as of halloween weekend, i'm not working at the lake again until next season. though i miss it, especially the girls i work with up there, my car is glad for the reprieve. it takes me twice as long to go through a tank of gas now. fucking spectacular. the major downside to not working at the lake is that fox and hound sucks in pretty much every way possible, and now that i'm there twice as often as i was before, it's that much more evident.
*braden and i aren't really an item anymore. though it is questionable as to whether we ever were an item in the first place, i realize. there aren't any hard feelings, at least on my end. i guess we really haven't talked about it. hah. we just wanted different things, i think. i wanted something closer to a boyfriend and he wanted something closer to a friend. not much anyone can do about that.
*leah and i went to see dave attell last night at the improv. it was awesome, as expected. leah made a good point about comedians vs. musicians-comedians are much more likely to hang out with their fans after a show than musicians. we decided not to stalk dave though, only because it was sunday night and there was work/school to be had in the morning.
*it seems like i've been to just about as many comedy shows lately as actual music shows. it all started when tony and i went to see dave attell back in june. then amber and i had the night of debauchery at the vince vaughn comedy show. we basically spent all night concocting ways to weasle ourselves backstage. comedy whores. hah. there was also the dane cook hurricane katrina benefit show in LA that nate nash, amber, eric and i went to. roseanne barr, kevin neiland and andy dick all performed as well. amazing show.
*the only actual shows that come to memory are: death cab and mae. the former was great...one of my regulars up at the marina does lighting for the marquee occasionally (most recently for mos def. haha) so we just walked in the back door, no tickets and no questions asked and watched the show from the sound/lighting pit. at one point back stage i was standing three feet away from ben gibbard. i'll admit, i got a little girlishly squeamish about that. lame. hah.
*i cant really say that mae put on a good show, because leah and i stood outside and smoked and talked to this kid kyle during pretty much the whole set. seeing benji was rad though, and leah and i both acquired copies of the new mae dvd, the one benji had been working on and filming every time i've ever seen him these last few years. i hung out with the guys for a while after the show at the hotel and bus. nothing too exciting to report there, i ended up leaving pretty early.
*oh, i guess there was also the failed attempt at seeing the format in tempe. karin and i were unaware of the small size of the venue, or of the fact that they would stop selling tickets when the place was only half full (or that's what i think happened). anyway, we didn't have tickets so we went and smoked hookah at sinbads instead. fun times. that place was a trip, it's almost as if when people walk in there they completely forget about orally transmitted diseases. sure, people will share the pipe with friends, no big deal. but i saw one of the employees hitting off of a couple of different customers pipes to get them going, both before and after the customer had put their mouth on it. then, we were accidentally given the wrong hookah, and after we had already smoked out of it the employee came and fetched it and put it in front of the people that ordered it. no cleansing or changing of pipes involved. maybe i'm too stuck up, or maybe i'm just too afraid of oral herpes, but i think i'd be hesitant to go there again.
*i really want to go to japan over winter break. then i realized that a week in japan, with spending money would be about $2000. for some reason i thought flights would be a lot cheaper. anyway, that's not looking like it's going to happen.
*marko moved to washington on saturday morning. i heard everyone cried before they left cheers. kinda wish i woulda stuck around for that. fuck that crazy tittied bitch (melissa jo, a whole other story i dont feel like going into now) and fuck myself for allowing her to drag me away from that. i'm sorry marko.
today.
*went to the only class i have on monday, invertebrate zoology. there was no class, just people turning in the optional rough draft of the term paper that i have yet to start. basically i got up and went to school today for nothing. i'm not too worried about it (the paper), if there's one thing i have become good at it's writing papers last minute.
*i would've stayed at school and gotten some work done in the computer lab, but there was the issue that i was starving and also out of cigarettes. so i left. not before i registered to be a bone marrow donor at the drive the school was having today. it's been something that i've been wanting to do ever since keri got sick. so weird to think that often a complete stranger has DNA more similar to yours than your own siblings do. science is strange.
*went to ah-so for a sushi lunch by myself. that's not really noteworthy, except that until about 4 months ago i hated sushi. i've been trying to make myself like the stuff since the first time i tried it at 16, and well, my persistence paid off. i now crave sushi. the whole "acquired taste" thing boggles my mind. how we can make ourselves try things we dont like over and over again until somehow, miraculously, our tastes change? brains are weird.
so now i'm home writing this, and listening to my new "say hi to your mom" cd. i wanted to stop by keri's house and see the kids today, but david never called me back. bummer. now i have to get ready for work and the insanity of monday night football.

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an explanation to myself [08 Nov 2005|05:07pm]
[ mood | what a braggart ]

this journal sucks lately. It's not that I dont have anything of interest to write.
It's mostly that all of my creative writing energy is encumbered with the work load of my three english classes. or perhaps that's just a good cop-out.
it's not that i haven't been up to anything interesting. i mean, i have been uber busy.
but what about all of the fun i've been having as well? the shows, parties, drunken escapades?
why would i want to forget those?
then again, why would i want to take the time now to re-hash them?
especially when i have a death-cab show to get ready for.

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so jesus, what have you been up to lately? [02 Nov 2005|06:34pm]
thanks, dumb cunt, for taking the pressure off of me to post the halloween pictures.
http://www.livejournal.com/users/dumbcuntlaundry/3509.html
fucking amazing. :)
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[01 Nov 2005|07:28pm]
it makes complete sense:
http://www.whiskerino2005.com/
vote for my friend james.

i think leah's friend mike madrid was a part of this:
http://yewknee.com/moustache/index.php
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